omg jinyi... you got stalker...

see the bigger one at the feedjit at the bottom right

late nights make me think of life,
too much teh ping makes me cannot sleep,
I have friends who are non-exisitant,
i lead a solitary life,
after these 4 years,
i still feel like an outcast,

i helped many,
none came back,
barely a word of thanks.

However, this is not going to stop me from pressing on and continuing to do the right things and be the good guy.( comment from Mr ong about doing the right things and being the good guy)

In the eyes of many,
I'm the irritating one,
the one who spoils the fun,
i am loved by few,
hated by the rest.
All i did was trying to keep things going the right way.
But i must tell myself to fight on because for every canyon, there are mountains to the side, all i need is to climb up one of them and i am out of this slump.

these 4 years in secondary school was just very fulfilling for me,
I held on a leadership role,
i felt happiness making things happen,
now looking back,
i see my solitary life...

But Hey!
life is not that bad.
There are still smses coming in once in a while,
its not much but HEY,
its a reminder of the big world,
thanks to the people near me.
All the past has been memory,
there is no way to go back.

These few days living irregularly,
the days went by chaoticly,
there is nothing much i could do,
but my life has been turned upside down.

Many things happened,
the death of my laptop,
the lack of smses,
the image of me in the mirror,
made me wonder.

Humans, the root of all evil,
they are evil because they are interllectual,
they are evil because they are selfish,
Althought i say this but im human too,
with this i have the right to comment on my own kind,
STOP the hate
STOP the selfishness
STOP the war
STOP the pollution

This has been the emotional explosion of Cyrus,
It blew up like a mega-tonne bomb,
A slight comment on the world by cyrus,
maybe he has watched too much documentaries,
maybe too many documentaries are on these problems,
maybe he has thinked too much,
maybe he just got too much time on his hands,
maybe he should sleep now coz its 3am. LOL

BUT! Smile, I shall prevail,
I would try,
even if its effects are little,
to change these people,
to share the joy of volunteering,
to not let selfishness take over,
I shall be the driving force,
to bring people out of the rock-bottoms in their lives,
to bring smiles, however weak.
No man fights alone,
but here, there is no choice,
I will prevail.

stay home friday~

Today went to meat processing plant to buy meat at factory price... so my mom and i cycled there den buy meat liao come back... played MH awhile, Watch TV, play with hamster... den i called the HP people and they say i had to pay $374.05 for the repairs to my laptop. Today only ginny smsed me... to confirm if my number is correct coz she lost it previously... Tml going to the Alumni meeting, go there play play LOLs... nothing muc happened. so good bye

Cyrus' wise words of the day:
When you are climbing a mountain, looking up will make it easier to get to the top.
When you are doing a task or assignment, looking forward to the end will make it easier to complete it.

Ok today wake up den went back to sec sch for CCA day, i never do much lol... go there slack, hang around with my friends who went back and went to get back my certificate for my crystal growing thingy like 2 years ago LOL...

Just now went to student hub to see got any updates anot. but turns out theres nothing much because the president haven get the list of CEOs yet. so oh wells LOL... Must tell president to have someone accompany Ms Tracy when buying the Games so wun have so much problems and waste of budget.

dunno why maybe coz my life now dun have regularity, my mood very unstable. yesterday night got pissed off buy a msg and i almost deleted that person from my life coz of a stupid msg -_-. that msg triggered all the discontent towards that person, like how that person caused me to lose a friend, i still wonder how i tolerated that. for me, i treat my friends better than my family, and to lose a friend just because another person was 'at war' with that friend, is just plain... i dunno wad word to put la. Oh well no point staying at that moment so i just keep on pressing forward in life lo... hahas

I think im starting to update my blog coz my laptop died and i dun really have much time for comp, im updateing coz you people might want to know whats going on in my life now. But who really cares LOL

Cyrus' wise words of the day:
There will be no future if you linger in the past.

I've got my results and im kinda happy about it... hahas

L1R4: 12 and L1R5:18(due to my C6 coz of humanities -_-)
kinda ok for me la... den CCA -2 points i will get L1R4=10 which means i can get into Aerospace Technologies liao... Whee~~

Ok today went to HP HQ to check my laptop... they say either Motherboard or switch died... So its 600 or 100 gone LOL.... pok liao pok liao... ok bybye gtg

ok here are some updates for the time between the last post and this post

so basically i've started work at cafe cartel at plaza sing. people working there quite nice, except one. So basically i've met their expectations and never kena and complains from the money givers, thats good in all ways. everyone talk to me no bu shuang one thats good as well LOL...

so last monday went for class chalet which i booked... lol 3 days straight nvr sleep... whole chalet only me and zikun 3 whole days never sleep. during the chalet the guys went to play arcade den i went to play the taiko tatsujin, damn nice... hahas den i play until blister lols... BBQ that day Ngian and Ong never come, so the kids (us) anyhow den many bought beer i dunno how LOL.... den went night cycling 12km only quite short distance in my opinion,but 3 days never sleep also buay tahan. after chalet went home straight so missed photo taking, arh heck i need to sleep LOL...

BTW arh cafe cartel in plaza sing arh... most employees are china LOL, the sous chef, the bar people, the crew, the server, the cleaners... other than the boss and managers and the part timers... all china LOL... den those people who come hor... mostly ang mo... den the china english and angmo english hard to match so we go there be translator LOL... quite fun la my job. coz if i take my job as a fun job den time will go faster den i can feel that i had spent less time doing the job LOLS... ok i dunno wad i talking liao bb