Wah! it is time!

13 hours and 50 minutes to my flight to cambodia...

4Am plane... i will sure put alot of photos when i come back! haha...

just checking my e-mail before i go... and erm... checking my stuff before i go

and finally! DUN MISS ME!!!! haha

haiz...

actually yesterday wanna post sumthing de... but no time...

you see arh... this time right got 2 natural disasters... i just started to feel how fragile human life is...

today the whole of china had 3 minutes of silent prayers plus 3 minutes of horning cars as an prayer for the people who died... whole of china stopped operating for this 3 minutes... no cars moved no one walked...

ok the main thing i want to talk(rant) about is... WHAT THE FISH IS WRONG WIF BURMA's GOVT? so many people died in the cyclone not because of the cyclone itself, but of the lack of food and water after the disaster. WTF man... haiz...

dunno wad to say liao lol... but really lah... i really feel like goin to Sichuan too help them lol... it is like standing here is like so stupid lah... there is no way of getting any help in the mountains lol... go see google earth and see the earthquake zone... all mountains lorx... haiz... got police officers build tent for 6~7 days until faint, they haven eaten all these days. why can't we help? haiz... feeling so helpless... lolz... they even close down all internet gaming sites for 3 days...

see the contrast of the 2 countries? one united country and one selfish government...

Disclamer: above message to burma my small message to burma and my message, i do not represent any organisation for the above messages...

had this nice little scratch on my elbow coz i broke the poweriser that i am on =X i broke it omg... have to slim down liaoz... lolz

ok to answer tzeying's questions on why my holiday so buzy... i'll tell you...

ok first week... goin to cambodia

den the others date still not set....
YFC camp.
Civil defence course(if suay)
NDP training.
Zzzz.

ok more about today, woke up and went to bedok camp to train on potentially deadly stilts...



as you can see... lolz...

not much to say le... bye

recent feelings

haiz... it is quite late now coz tml have the first combined rehearsal for NDP... so freaking tired now...

actually i am not tired... it is just that i noticed something recently... i dun have those kind of friends who are always beside me and have fun wif me de... not even someone to eat with during recess... -_- haiz... sad lah...

maybe it is because i have always been accompanied by rly good friends throughtout my schooling years... there is
JunHong at primary 1(he transfered out...)
ZhenXin from primary 2 to 4
senneth and shamir from primary 4 to 6...

and then from sec 1 there was none... i also dunno why maybe it is bacause i took a different approach to friends? i used to only talk to one person in class only... which results in what kohser said about me being 'emo emo de' during primary school... den sec 1 kena influenced by matilda and parveen... became more open towards people le...

hahaz like mr ngian has said... you can be 2 types of people... one is being an expert a narrow field or being a novice in a wide field... i guess i am the second one... lolz

as i was saying... if you would observe dduring recess, i would eat alone or maybe just sit with someone whom i never talk before... or just sit with primary school mates whom i never talk to at all in primary school de.. you see the thing is that i dun really feel that school is a fun place anymore... althought i am the wad CEO lah blah blah blah, i constantly feel alone maybe it is just me but i feel that i am always... how to say roaming alone from people to people... no one really notices me... LOL maybe i attention seeker or wadever... actually beyond my skin of being a person who jokes lah... inside is empty de... haiz

maybe all these years from sec 1 bahx... the dude closes to me is lucas... man he is one great guy who does rly become angry... even thought i whack hom sumtime for fun lol..

haiz...

anyway most people say i flirt wif girls... actually the truth is... the idea of fun between girls and boys are different... girls sit together talk rubbish, joke around is really fun. but to boys is like disiao people 'taupok' ppl is fun ( you know who i talking about) lolz... see arh... lidat is really no fun you know... ok lah boys like adrenline pumping lah... but sometime sit down talk crap also fun de mah... haiz...

omgzz... late liaoz... got to go...

I'm back! タダイマ！

I'm back... i think i should tell you what i've been doing all these days going for NDP training... but then again... dun tell you!!!!!!! haha


lolz exam over le... holiday is going to be busy!!! busy busy!!! nvm aiya too long never blog liao dunno how to blog liao..


lolz nvm lah got mood liao den blog