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late nights make me think of life,
too much teh ping makes me cannot sleep,
I have friends who are non-exisitant,
i lead a solitary life,
after these 4 years,
i still feel like an outcast,

i helped many,
none came back,
barely a word of thanks.

However, this is not going to stop me from pressing on and continuing to do the right things and be the good guy.( comment from Mr ong about doing the right things and being the good guy)

In the eyes of many,
I'm the irritating one,
the one who spoils the fun,
i am loved by few,
hated by the rest.
All i did was trying to keep things going the right way.
But i must tell myself to fight on because for every canyon, there are mountains to the side, all i need is to climb up one of them and i am out of this slump.

these 4 years in secondary school was just very fulfilling for me,
I held on a leadership role,
i felt happiness making things happen,
now looking back,
i see my solitary life...

But Hey!
life is not that bad.
There are still smses coming in once in a while,
its not much but HEY,
its a reminder of the big world,
thanks to the people near me.
All the past has been memory,
there is no way to go back.

These few days living irregularly,
the days went by chaoticly,
there is nothing much i could do,
but my life has been turned upside down.

Many things happened,
the death of my laptop,
the lack of smses,
the image of me in the mirror,
made me wonder.

Humans, the root of all evil,
they are evil because they are interllectual,
they are evil because they are selfish,
Althought i say this but im human too,
with this i have the right to comment on my own kind,
STOP the hate
STOP the selfishness
STOP the war
STOP the pollution

This has been the emotional explosion of Cyrus,
It blew up like a mega-tonne bomb,
A slight comment on the world by cyrus,
maybe he has watched too much documentaries,
maybe too many documentaries are on these problems,
maybe he has thinked too much,
maybe he just got too much time on his hands,
maybe he should sleep now coz its 3am. LOL

BUT! Smile, I shall prevail,
I would try,
even if its effects are little,
to change these people,
to share the joy of volunteering,
to not let selfishness take over,
I shall be the driving force,
to bring people out of the rock-bottoms in their lives,
to bring smiles, however weak.
No man fights alone,
but here, there is no choice,
I will prevail.

stay home friday~

Today went to meat processing plant to buy meat at factory price... so my mom and i cycled there den buy meat liao come back... played MH awhile, Watch TV, play with hamster... den i called the HP people and they say i had to pay $374.05 for the repairs to my laptop. Today only ginny smsed me... to confirm if my number is correct coz she lost it previously... Tml going to the Alumni meeting, go there play play LOLs... nothing muc happened. so good bye

Cyrus' wise words of the day:
When you are climbing a mountain, looking up will make it easier to get to the top.
When you are doing a task or assignment, looking forward to the end will make it easier to complete it.

Ok today wake up den went back to sec sch for CCA day, i never do much lol... go there slack, hang around with my friends who went back and went to get back my certificate for my crystal growing thingy like 2 years ago LOL...

Just now went to student hub to see got any updates anot. but turns out theres nothing much because the president haven get the list of CEOs yet. so oh wells LOL... Must tell president to have someone accompany Ms Tracy when buying the Games so wun have so much problems and waste of budget.

dunno why maybe coz my life now dun have regularity, my mood very unstable. yesterday night got pissed off buy a msg and i almost deleted that person from my life coz of a stupid msg -_-. that msg triggered all the discontent towards that person, like how that person caused me to lose a friend, i still wonder how i tolerated that. for me, i treat my friends better than my family, and to lose a friend just because another person was 'at war' with that friend, is just plain... i dunno wad word to put la. Oh well no point staying at that moment so i just keep on pressing forward in life lo... hahas

I think im starting to update my blog coz my laptop died and i dun really have much time for comp, im updateing coz you people might want to know whats going on in my life now. But who really cares LOL

Cyrus' wise words of the day:
There will be no future if you linger in the past.

I've got my results and im kinda happy about it... hahas

L1R4: 12 and L1R5:18(due to my C6 coz of humanities -_-)
kinda ok for me la... den CCA -2 points i will get L1R4=10 which means i can get into Aerospace Technologies liao... Whee~~

Ok today went to HP HQ to check my laptop... they say either Motherboard or switch died... So its 600 or 100 gone LOL.... pok liao pok liao... ok bybye gtg

ok here are some updates for the time between the last post and this post

so basically i've started work at cafe cartel at plaza sing. people working there quite nice, except one. So basically i've met their expectations and never kena and complains from the money givers, thats good in all ways. everyone talk to me no bu shuang one thats good as well LOL...

so last monday went for class chalet which i booked... lol 3 days straight nvr sleep... whole chalet only me and zikun 3 whole days never sleep. during the chalet the guys went to play arcade den i went to play the taiko tatsujin, damn nice... hahas den i play until blister lols... BBQ that day Ngian and Ong never come, so the kids (us) anyhow den many bought beer i dunno how LOL.... den went night cycling 12km only quite short distance in my opinion,but 3 days never sleep also buay tahan. after chalet went home straight so missed photo taking, arh heck i need to sleep LOL...

BTW arh cafe cartel in plaza sing arh... most employees are china LOL, the sous chef, the bar people, the crew, the server, the cleaners... other than the boss and managers and the part timers... all china LOL... den those people who come hor... mostly ang mo... den the china english and angmo english hard to match so we go there be translator LOL... quite fun la my job. coz if i take my job as a fun job den time will go faster den i can feel that i had spent less time doing the job LOLS... ok i dunno wad i talking liao bb

diary entries in china

.;.20th november.;. 9.39pm
Well today i woke up at 4.45am to prepare for the long day ahead... reached airport at 6.20am one hour early from boarding time so my family ate breakfast at the staff canteen at changi airport. den 8.10 our plane took off.[Photo]
Cathay Pacific flight not bad wor. personal inflight entertainment. got one channel you can see the view from the belly of the camera... so damn cool lols... we reached Hongkong at 11.20am, guess what, a certain blond girl was spotted at HongKong airport, that person was Xia Xue along with her boyfriend and her 2 friends. Ya the famous blogger. so cool wor! hahas... Ok from hongkong we transfered to Dragon Air from hongkong to shanghai pudong international airport.[photo]
we arrived at 3pm den there was an epic traffic jam... which made me reach home at 6pm. And 6pm here is pitch black lols. Basicly the weather is so cold that i have to wear like ba zhang(dumpling)
Damn sadded lah cannot find a wireless network i can hack into lol
Ok well that concludes the first day, and coz the weather is so cold... im not bathing today XD.
.;.21st November.;. 10.07pm
Today woke up at 9am+ i like my bed very much coz its very warm.[photo]
This is my grandparent's house its actually 3 units merged into one so its quite spacious hahas[photo][photo]
had Xiao Long Bao for breakfast, weather reports said that weather will get warmer in a few days. so im a partly happy man. I'm partly disappointed coz that means i might not see snow again...
Nothing much happened today.
Okay its getting late so im going to sleep already, byebye...
.;.22nd november.;. 7.52pm
Today woke went to eat breakfast together with family, ate beef noodles. Its a sunday so ppl dun need go school so saw alot chiobu lols... after i came back from breakfast i came back and slept again lol, den around 12 woke up coz my cousin came over to have lunch, poor guy lives in school, sunday and saturday got tuition, their life is so deprived lols... after lunch my mother went out to walk walk, went to the macdonald's which does not have much difference, except McSpicy is very very spicy. lols... after that came back to slack lols
after awhile my cousin came over again for dinner, he just finished his tuition lols, diao de XD den after he left, my father played the laptop den now nothing much left to do so i shall write today's entry.
Just now went to walk walk i bought a handphone accessory, so cool lor its a small harmonica can blow de ley!~ XD
Ok shall watch more TV den byebye~
.;.23rd November.;. 10.47pm
Im now at my maternal side de grandfather house. My aunt has a dog and my sister has been bugging the doggy all day long lols. I'll stay here for a few days and im sleeping in my cousin's room, he just graduated from university and i have no idea where he went. So now im using his room [photo]
I've bugged my mother to buy me a PSP and tml im getting it! WooHoo~! *chant: PSP PSP PSP PSP PSP PSP...*(you can call this law of attraction) time for monster hunta~ XD. I was outside just now and saw this KFC imitation, damn funny de lor [photo] compared to [photo] LOLS! Anyway here is a view of the KFC menu in china. I also went to eat some china's version of satay[photo]
This place is much more fun than my grandparent's house because got my cousin here and my yeye[mother's father] is a funny man hahas.Might go theme park this week WooHoo~~ lols
I suddenly feel that im very young lols, my 2 cousins all working liao, my distant cousin[grandfather's sister's grandchild] is married >.<
dammit i got internet for a brief moment an now its gone T_T
.;.24th November.;. 9.21pm
Today morning woke up early to go fishing, i got no catch, my gradfather caught 3 lols and that was the only 3 our family got home >.<
After that went online for awhile to see see how everyone is doing... den we went out to buy psp, its was a bad thing to do lol. First we went to But my sister's earrings, den we walk to the shop selling psp. Half-way through my sister found out that i am going to buy a psp, She became someone i wish to beat up *.* Here is the dialog of my mother and my sister:
Sister:Don't buy the psp for kor
Mother: It's his money (money from grandfather and aunt)
Sister: return him the money!
Mother: If i return him the money he will buy it himself.
Sister: Den burn the money!
I almost whack her in the middle of the road and throw her into the street and let car run over her -_- its like WTH lor, you bought your earrings and just because you don't have the psp doesn't mean i cannot have it lah WTH you primary 3 nia, everytime you think you want what you get what meh. Den in the end the shop has closed already. -_- lousy sister, if my sister is like Tzeying or Huihao i'll be so happy lor. they are what i call model sisters.
Now i'm home typing this to went my anger and 'bushuang'ness... ok bye liao
.;.1st december.;. 6.11pm
past few days never write much things coz my sister koped my comp to watch DVD. So i psp-ed the days away, eat and sleep eat and sleep, everyday is like that de... haiz sian... nothing much to do de. maybe because its the weather, i feel extra lonely...


rest of the days are mostly PSP... lols

ok last post of this month... im going to china tomorrow. so yeah it shall be my last post for this month. i promise i will post some pictures whe i get the chance. hahas

im going to Bukit Batok CSC later for some gathering. den come home will pack up my laptop den go and sleep... my flight tml is 8am so that means i must reach the airport at 6, which means i have to wake up at 5 o.o lols... ok gtg le bye bye... look forward to my next post =D

haven updated in a while... share a song wif u ppl first



this singer's voice very unique... and i like the beat of this song and the sound of the keyboard in the back ground

hi guys... hohos... exams are coming to an end... im left with 2 chinese papers and MCQ for science.

This O lvl thing is actually just scaring people only... overall it was all easier than what we learned and i felt good for all the papers except geog... A friend of mine said she foresee herself retaining for a year, i have no comments lol... anyway 6 more days till the end of exams, 11days to prom, 14 days to sitting on a flying piece of metal to china via hongkong... hahas

today was a full day of anime... i finished watching GaReiZero... not bad.. but its just average not much to comment about that... but i have to say yomi reminds me of mio... after GaReiZero i watched 07Ghost... it has been 3 years since i started to watch anime and i've watched many many animes... hahas... let me show off my anime list lol

These are still not completed:-
Naruto Shippuden 133
Bleach 244
Kekkaishi (manga) 205
KateikyoushiHitmanReborn 157
Kuroshitsuji 8
Full metal panic: the 2nd raid 3
Chrome Shelled Regios 3
Fairy Tail manga/anime 158/04
Dragon Drive(manga) 13
Dragon Drive 14
FMA: brotherhood 30
Asura Cryin' 7
Valkyria Chronicles 16
Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya S2 12
Nabari no Ou 9
Bamboo Blade 10
Needless 4
Element hunters 2
07Ghost 7

These are completed animes:-
Ga-Rei Zaro
ShugoChara! Doki
ShugoChara
Bakemonogatari
Tokyo Magnitude 8.0
K-on
Sengoku Basara
Moyashimon
MushiUta
Skip Beat
RideBack
SoulEater
Toradora
Ouran High School Host Club
Jyu-Oh-Sei
Ghost hunt
Midori no Hibi
NHK ni yokoso
Final Approach
Naruto
Full Metal Panic: Fumoffu
Full Metal Panic
Busou Renkin
Full Metal Alchemist
Erementar Gerad
Utawarerumono
Five Tailed Fox(movie)
Futakoi
Futakoi Alternative
Air Gear
Air Master
Yakitate! Japan
Inukami
Code Geass
Code Geass R2
D.Gray Man
Eye Sheild 21
KIBA
Ginban kaleidoscope
Kekkaishi
Kogepan
Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya
Mushishi
Zombie Loan
Claymore
Beating Angel Dokuro-Chan
Beating Angel Dokuro-Chan II
Wolf's Rain
Sen to Chihiro no Kamikakushi(movie)
Clannad
Himawari!

Very long list... in 3 years.. wanna thank YongZheng for starting this little adventure of mine, he was the one who introduced to me anime, then there was Lucas who got brainwashed by me to listen to japanese songs... Meixuan whom i brainwashed to watch erementar gerad. Tzeying who made me watch D.grayman... Qwerty who intro-ed me Sen to Chihiro no kamikakushi... den Matilda who rec-ed Ouran high school host club... den Wesley with his weird songs edited from some opening and ending songs of anime... Cheiulin and Shugee who discussed anime every now and then... Desmond who also recs anime from time to time... Dawn Chan who rec me anime every now and then also... Dawn Koh who helped me recover some of YUI's songs... and somemore people that i forget to mention...

so fast uh 4 years of secondary school education... looking forward to Poly! hahas... ok la shall stop here... nothing much left to post bb

Since i cannot sleep, i have came back to this place to update yi xia... hahas...

Prelims are over and the results are back... kinda dissapointed for this exam, emaths was quite bad, chinese and science too... i passed english and got a reasonable score for DnT.... humans and amaths was a wreck...

After getting back the results, i believe that the class has woken up, i certainly did so too. I did topic by topic on Amaths and started to improve on amaths. the class became really serious too, considering that this is the first time our class is this quiet during the geog and social studies lessons.. all the jokers start to study. competition! lols

Results aside, there is nothing much to say. i'm using my spare time on amaths these days, hope it will improve. gona think of a method to study humanities...

There has been bad blood between my friends and i dun really know whats going on... i'm neutral hahas... because that does not concern me. i got this really furry handphone pouch... its so soft and nice to touch... hahas

Today went to bind the DnT folios... lols so sian... after that discussed the contents of our prom nite video... extremely good ideas were given by adlar. afterall the theme is humour... adlar is our best bet... lols

Oh yeah btw, my ngian gave me a k810i before holidays, who thought that would have happened lols... hahas.~

Currently 2 songs are being looped in my headphones, The man who can't be moved- The Script and Kimi no shiranai monogatari-Supercell, the title means 'stories that you don't know'. these are 2 really nice songs... hahas...

slightly sick now... got sore throat, running nose and block nose.... but i dun think i will die from it so dun worry people...

OK! o lvl coming i might come online less often after next wednesday because i wanna revise after finishing the prom video... hahs ok bye