late nights make me think of life,
too much teh ping makes me cannot sleep,
I have friends who are non-exisitant,
i lead a solitary life,
after these 4 years,
i still feel like an outcast,

i helped many,
none came back,
barely a word of thanks.

However, this is not going to stop me from pressing on and continuing to do the right things and be the good guy.( comment from Mr ong about doing the right things and being the good guy)

In the eyes of many,
I'm the irritating one,
the one who spoils the fun,
i am loved by few,
hated by the rest.
All i did was trying to keep things going the right way.
But i must tell myself to fight on because for every canyon, there are mountains to the side, all i need is to climb up one of them and i am out of this slump.

these 4 years in secondary school was just very fulfilling for me,
I held on a leadership role,
i felt happiness making things happen,
now looking back,
i see my solitary life...

But Hey!
life is not that bad.
There are still smses coming in once in a while,
its not much but HEY,
its a reminder of the big world,
thanks to the people near me.
All the past has been memory,
there is no way to go back.

These few days living irregularly,
the days went by chaoticly,
there is nothing much i could do,
but my life has been turned upside down.

Many things happened,
the death of my laptop,
the lack of smses,
the image of me in the mirror,
made me wonder.

Humans, the root of all evil,
they are evil because they are interllectual,
they are evil because they are selfish,
Althought i say this but im human too,
with this i have the right to comment on my own kind,
STOP the hate
STOP the selfishness
STOP the war
STOP the pollution

This has been the emotional explosion of Cyrus,
It blew up like a mega-tonne bomb,
A slight comment on the world by cyrus,
maybe he has watched too much documentaries,
maybe too many documentaries are on these problems,
maybe he has thinked too much,
maybe he just got too much time on his hands,
maybe he should sleep now coz its 3am. LOL

BUT! Smile, I shall prevail,
I would try,
even if its effects are little,
to change these people,
to share the joy of volunteering,
to not let selfishness take over,
I shall be the driving force,
to bring people out of the rock-bottoms in their lives,
to bring smiles, however weak.
No man fights alone,
but here, there is no choice,
I will prevail.