My mother

Well we all have mothers and we love them we hate them, we despise them. i personally love my mother however there is no way anyone can grow up with any bad incident for the relationship between you and your mother. in a recently, ok just happened incident that bad incident happened

i want to get my consent forms signed by tommrrow but my mom did not have the mood as my sister failed 2 out of her 3 exams. i pleded her but to no avail so a raised my voice of fustration(it was my bad) and she got angry so she picked up a cane and started whiping me. being ever so protective of myself i kicked her hand and the cane fell off, she came again and the ever so blind me kicked again and landed on her chest (my fault again, i really didn't mean to). she got even more angrier and started to hit harded... i had no control of myself as my instincts controlled me... bad instincts... i took the cane a broke it into 4( oh that is got to hurt)... end of first conflict

she called my dad and said herside of the story (i am not trying to say that my mom is a evil person, most people try to put themselves in the right most of the time right)and then i talked to my father about it and stuff.

ok so now i walked into my room and closed the door(gently). soon my door is broken down as my ever so strong mom started to knock it down(T.T) my door! she knocked it down because she thought that i locked it so the door is now in 3 pieces one piece on the floor and the other two connected on the 2 hinges(o.o!!!)
so she came in and threw all my clothes at me... althought they are cloth they really do hurt. she wanted to chase me out and came in with a bamboo pole. so i got whacked again. haiz when will the fun ever end... so get whacked and then she left... my door cannot be closed the knob sort of flew out(o.o!!!) what should i do? i really have no choice do i?

i wrote this because i have no place to vent my emotions... oh well no comments...